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This was pulled from my journal. What it is to be me: People just don’t realize how hard it is to be a genius.I have so much demands and pressures on me. I know I cause some of them myself by setting up so many projects. Then people just expect me to always be fresh in the mind. Very few people respect that even a genius can have blank spells. Of course when I am on my game then people adore me and worship me and I love it. In the end it is worth it. Just sometimes I wanna quiet my mind and make silence. See, when I draw blanks.. I am not actually blank. It's too much noise in my head. Sometimes I stare at a screwdriver like I have never seen one before. Why?? Because I have a thousand other things in my head going on and I cant sort it all out. It isn’t that I hit a blank spot really.. it just seems that way. In truth my mind is in over drive. Some complain I have a short attention span. They don’t consider that I just have new ideas come to mind and have to start processing those right away. People say I have a short temper. Well of course I do. I don’t have time for the bullshit. I need to get this resolved now, and my way, so I can move on with my life. Makes sense to me. I tell ya.. being the perfect being of beauty and brains is a hard job.
Vegeta's trying to outdo me. What else is new?
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